March 11, 2008
4:26pm Tuesday

WHEN I REACH MY HANDS IN I CAN'T TELL WHERE I END

The baby is asleep in his stroller on the back patio outside my office door. I bet you he wakes up within three minutes because he'll sense that I'm doing something he wants to participate in. Like banging on the keyboard, or pulling things off the desk that land on his head, or chewing on lead-covered firewire cables. He's starting to walk, and it's suddenly a whole new ballgame.

We were just strollering around our suburban neighborhood and I was listening to Snoop Dogg on my iPhone while thinking about what kind of car I'd like to buy. My life is stupid right now. I should've used the last entry's title for this one.

We're moving for sure. To the San Francisco area. I'm trying to figure out how to keep our house and rent it out and also at some point buy one up there. Gray is against this and hates the idea of so much debt. I say it's dumb to sell in this soft market, and also renting it will generate income, and also I want to be a land baron. We'll see what happens. Hard problems to have, right, and I will zip it right now. Here IS the hard part, though: we have friends in the peninsula area, which is like where Stanford is, and it would be very nice to move somewhere and have built-in friends. But one of the places that Gray might get a job is way up above SF and over a bridge, which in traiffic is an hour from the built-in friends. So I anticipate moving there, him working 12 hour days, and me alone in some white-walled apartment with the baby and nobody to talk to. It's a recipe for white walls of another sort, and so I'm trying to head this off in advance by protesting it vociferously. We move within 3 months. Three months will go fast.

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I still go to my writers group and I guess everybody was slacking because the leader started giving us assignments. This month's was "Food". We were allowed to shoot a short or write a story or do an interpretive dance, so I made a movie. And if I can figure out how to Quicktime-player it in, I will do so. And you will see SPJunior in live action for the first time.

As of last week he is one year old.